College

I am trying to get into college and doing very well for myself about finishing high school and knowing where and what I want to do after high school which would be going to college.  I been accepted to a college I want to attend but the down side to it is there is someone important to me that isn't too supportive as I would like them to be everyone else that I told what I'm doing is supper proud of me.  Not to many expect me to be doing so well in my life.  But it is hard when someone important isn't as proud or supportive to the situation.  I still going to do my own thing but not sure if I can turn to that person about college any more.  I'm glade my boyfriend is as supportive as he is and how he is proud of me I'm glade I have him to help me though this.
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Family

Family, what is it to say about family... family is everything.  To me that is all I had is my family we were really close to each other most of my family are still really close.  I love my family.  I wanted to post about why you should not be like some people 'family is not the most important thing to me'  well most who say, think, or anything close to that I think are wrong.  Family gives you support when no one else believes in you, they stick by you no matter what.  So if you are not in good terms with any part of your family, fix it.  Some of my family I tell them my goals some doubted me in some things I was doing but I proved to them I did it and was successful doing it which I know they only doubted me for the reason that they care about me and don't want to see me do something I can't do or think I can't do.  I have my families back and they have mine.  So if you want that support that no one is giving you and your feeling like no one cares look at your family things they may do or say maybe because they love you.  So like I said fix your family relationship if your not in good terms, family will always be there for you when everyone else walks away. Family could be anything really relatives or even people your so close to they could be related to you don't though it away.
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(I know I've been all over the place with my post but all my post are related to the day that I post or what I'm feeling or what I'm going though but I will be putting some of my rants on here about things I feel strong about.)

Love

Love,  for most people this is a subject they avoid all together, others may think that it'll never find them.  Well, I was one who thought that love always cheated me.  Until the day I met the guy I'm with now.  I wonder why now after all the time of waiting or getting in crappy relationships with losers, has love given me a chance to be in one and most likely the only good relationship I ever been in.  He is so perfect and I love him so dearly.  He is like a perfect match for me.  I read in a book called 'Shut up, stop whining, and get a life' love the title it makes me laugh and most of the things said in the book are funny to me, but it said about how a relationship your not looking for your 'other half' or all the little saying saying your not full until you find the right person, Larry Winget thinks differently.  He mentioned when your looking for a relationship it is key to be fully you and not half and your partner the other half, see your self as a whole, and to be cute and compatible and individual.  If you want to know more about this topic and many more topics that could help change your life for the better I really recommend "Shut Up, Stop Whining, and Get a Life'  (not finished with it myself but will finish it).  But love gives everybody a fair chance, you have to sit down and wait for it to be your time and your chance.  But if your not happy in a relationship maybe you should ask your self if you want better for your self your life.  If your not happy with your life, relationship, job, any thing really Change it to make yourself happy.

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Stress

A lot of stress is out there like school, bills, etc. Well you can get so upset over things when your faced with things out of your hands.  Like losing your home.  I am under a lot of stress I am faced with almost losing my childhood home, I have lived in my home for 20 years it is hard to have to leave this home that I've always known.  Yeah moving out on my own I want but when your not ready to leave a home to live on your own when you have nothing to start out on.  No stepping stones across the water you will fall into the water and get wet.  And when you don't want to get wet when crossing the water then you need the stepping stones to cross or you will get wet.
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All Nighters

Pulling all nighters is hard when you are trying to work hard on something.  Like me I'm working hard on my school work for the sat. and sun. I seem to keep getting distracted,  which makes me upset at myself that I have a total of 55 things to do.  It is so draining,  but I know I have to do it to be a head.  I think that being ahead is a good thing when I have so much going on in my life like having a job interview, possibly getting the job,  spending time with my lovable boyfriend,  and doing other things.  But I still find myself stuck and distracted.  I hope who ever reads this or anyone who comes across it will keep reading on what I have to say.  If anyone want some advice and don't know who to turn to just come here and ask and I'll give you the best advice I can. 
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